Numbness in Multiple Sclerosis

An important thing to note about the lovely disease that is MS is that no two people are the same. Meaning, no two people have the same exact symptoms. Some patient’s symptoms get better, leave and then come back to say hello again. Others go and some more linger. It all depends on the luck of the draw! This post will focus on how numbness, paraesthesia and tingling felt and feel for me. Numbness is a very common symptom in MS. Whoop whoop..!

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What is numbness? Well, you’d be surprised how similar this feeling is to me as it is to you. The basics; have you ever felt numb? Have you ever woken up from lying on your hand all night and it feels all weird? Have you ever experienced pins and needles? Surely you’ve had at least 1 of these sensations! Well, now we’ve the guidelines down, let’s go into the details.

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Numbness happens when the nerves that usually transmit the various sensations either gets interrupted, disturbed or just doesn’t get sent at all. Because of this, sensations in that particular area are either lacking, not as prevalent or non-existent. Now, this feeling, or lack thereof, can affect a small enough area like the palm of your hand, a finger, a thumb, or it can go big and affect entire limbs all at the same time. For the most part, it’s just an annoying, frustrating feeling! Imagine feeling this for around about 6 week’s non-stop. NON-STOP. Fun, fun, fun.

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Numbness comes in different sensations. Some people describe it as not being able to feel anything at all. So, I’ll explain that sensation first. Have you ever gotten a numbing injection from your dentist? You can’t feel that certain part of your mouth, at all! Imagine sitting on your hand for about 45 minutes. One, it would be kind of sore, two; it would feel fat or swollen, wouldn’t it? That is how it feels. Your hand feels puffy, uncomfortable almost as though you can’t close or operate it properly. But, you have to imagine that although you can “feel” this sensation, you’re not feeling 100% as you should do if you were not numb.

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What my consultant would do is give me a little prick in my fingers. If I hadn’t been watching where he was poking, I wouldn’t have been able to be 100% certain as to where he was piercing me.  With this numb feeling, it proves hard to get a proper grasp on things such as forks, your toothbrush, simple things like tying your shoes and writing notes etc. You could see that you are holding such tools, but, you just can’t feel it! Be careful, are you holding it too lightly, too rough? It’s impossible to tell!

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I went numb in June of 2012 for the very first time. At first it started in my right thumb, but, within days it had spread all over the right side. It was numbness, and tingling. I had slight difficultly eating. I wasn’t diagnosed at this time, so it was pretty confusing when all of the right side went numb; including up my neck and the right side of my face. I’d bite my tongue, bite my lip, but, I wouldn’t feel it until I tasted the blood. Nice, huh? Luckily I only did this a handful of times. Being extra careful while eating and that kind of thing took a while to get used to, but, I did it. It was pretty weird eating different foods at varying temperatures too. I could only feel half of what I was eating, if that makes sense! I could feel the heat or cold on the left side of my mouth, but, nothing like that on my right side! Sounds pretty dangerous..!

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During this period of numbness I was haunted by the feeling of tingling and pins and needles! Remember I said to imagine sitting on your hand for 45 minutes, then it feels sore and swollen. Now imagine the blood about to rush back into your hand, but, it would never “climax”. It was just that repetitive feeling of blood gushing back to where it should be; continuously giving you false hope of the pins and needles ending. It would drive anyone insane! Constantly wondering when this tingling would go away, wondering how you could feel numb and yet feel pins and needles at the same time? Stop contradicting yourself, Multiple Sclerosis!

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Another feeling of numbness that I can describe would be having less sensation in that certain area. For example, I’m numb on my right side. My left feels 100% of anything it touches. My right would only feel about 20-30% of that which touches it. Sometimes, feeling temperatures would be difficult. I wouldn’t be able to feel the different between hot and cold water while washing my hands. So, I wouldn’t be able to tell if I was burning my hands, or freezing them off!

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Up until this January 2014, I have never experienced numbness without tingling, or pins and needles. This time, heat came to visit me. It started on the right side of my back. You know when you take your t-shirt or pants off of the radiator and put them on? It’s nice a warm. That’s how it started, but, it didn’t cool down. I was confused because I took my shirt out of the cupboard, which is not hot! I thought no more of it, woke up the next morning (Tuesday) and the whole of my right side, bar my face, was numb and hot. No tingling, no pins and needles, just a constant warm feeling. The sensation on this side was much less prevalent than my left side (which was arguably perfect). I did not feel swollen like I did with the tingling that accompanied the numbness as explained above.  It just felt hot! Sometimes it would feel hotter, other times it was just warm. It just depended on my illness’ mood! Another thing that was weird about this numbness was if I brushed off of something metal it would feel like magnets were under my skin and being sucked toward that metal object! Ah, how MS confuses me so. It’s safe to say, that this relapse with numbness was the least pleasant I’ve experienced.  It’s the first time I actually felt pain shooting down my right leg. Walking would hurt and muscles would just ache. My clothes rubbing off of my skin would feel like nails were being dragged along it. Touching a certain part of my right side, like lightly poking it, would feel like I had a massive, fresh bruise on that area. It was sore, it even felt touch was extra sensitive. Contradicting yourself again, Multiple Sclerosis!

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Over all, I would explain the numbness as extremely uncomfortable, annoying and just plain frustrating! I just had to ride it out, which sucked because self-amputation was a serious thought at one stage or another!

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4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Régina
    Feb 01, 2014 @ 17:31:53

    on a lighter note I wonder was there a comparison between your numbness and the numbness your uncle Thomas felt when stock beat untd today haha

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  2. Liz Hooley
    Feb 02, 2014 @ 13:20:02

    You are amazing young woman

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  3. Deirdre
    Feb 02, 2014 @ 14:10:30

    Excellent blogs helping us to try to understand ms well done

    Reply

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